my slumbering heart

im glad "lol" is a socially acceptable response. it eliminates the need to think during convos.

cosmically shat on yesterday.

i went to work this morning finding out i didnt have to work today because of this holiday schedule that i didnt pay attention to apparently. i wish i had known then maybe i could have actually done something fun saturday night. blah and i only work 2 days this week so ill have to try to come in on my day off to try to make up the lost hours.

ppl should not use my face as an invitation to tell me to smile if im obviously in a mood where i dont feel like smiling.

everyone i interact with is stupid.

cold pizza for breakfast is always a good way to start the day. this is my short week at work and tomorrow is my friday then 4 days off.

ive got a rumblin in my tumblin

i know ive been saying this for months and months but im gonna look for a second job this week. i hate retail but i was considering forever 21 for the holiday season or like ive mentioned previously, maybe a coffee shop. idk id like to work 2 or 3 days a week where ever i end up going.

i rejoined netflix and got another free trial. im thinking because im using a different address and/or a different credit card. either way woo hoo. ill finally get caught up with all the movies ive been meaning to watch.

brrr its cold.

im getting a bunch of recipes for thanksgiving. my mom cooks the same stuff every year and its a bore so i figured i would spice things up a bit.

my hairs feeling soft and healthy, very excite. by the summer it should be down to my shoulders. the cut it has right now looks stupid down, but i cant wait til its long enough to wear down and wavy and what not.

twilight this thursday. ow ow. ive read like 20+ books since reading the twilight saga so i dont have the fever anymore. im pretty much over it but ill undoubtedly muster up enough joy to match my movie going companions.

i say this every year but i would like to go skiing/snow boarding. or hell at least go sledding.

i splurged and bought two new puffy coats for the winter. new coat is a lot like my old coat except its a gun metal gray color instead of black. my other coat is a little longer and i probably look like a puffy black sausage link or something but its warm.

i cant sleep. working sunday mornings is lame.

i found three dollars on the ground today. woo hoo.

hello lj. been awhile.

after halloween im getting a second job as a barista somewhere. at least those are the plans. mom finally got a new job at jo anns. she starts after the elections.

i cant believe its almost november. im looking forward to thanksgiving and twilight. mostly twilight though. ive been delving rather deeply in vampire type books lately. a couple faery and werewolf books here and there. one was on a succubus that i really liked. didnt realize how many incomplete series i was getting myself into. i hate waiting.

my bangs are finally grown out and my nails are longer than theyve ever been in the past, which mind you isnt really noteworthy but in comparison it is. im gonna take sarah and me to get our hair trimmed today after she gets home from school.

friday night heather got pulled over on 71. we were both wasted. i was passed out in the front seat. i think one of the police officers said she was driving the wrong way but its all a bit fuzzy. i left my purse at my friends house so when the cop took me home i had no keys to get in so i awkwardly climbed into the kitchen window.

last night i stayed at a friends house and didnt get to sleep until 4am so im running on 3 hours of sleep. working on sundays is fucking weak.

i have a mildly unhealthy obsession with the twilight series. im only half way done with it though. its pretty amazing. the teenage girl in me is just doing somersaults.

im annoyed. my moms a self absorbed drama queen that wants everyone to be as twisted and miserable as she is. she called her boss an asshole and got fired. this was after she told me to mail her engagement ring back to don because sarah and i dont like him.

the soles of my feet are tender and stained with dirt and my calf muscles are uncomfortably tight. walking 8 miles barefoot might do that to you.

going to work when its still dark outside is weird. i dont like it.

my nails are the longest theyve ever been. maybe ill finally break my nail biting habit for good.

work is so fucking gay. i hate this place.

when i came back she said "welcome home" and she was right.

work is changing my scheduled to 6am-4pm. alternating 3 and 4 days every other week. jesus thats early.

new shuffle holds double the songs my old one did its awesome. im thinking about a new name but nothings coming to mind yet.

fuck work.

i have that no bite nail polish on and it leaves the nastiest lingering aftertaste in my mouth. i havent even been biting my nails but i guess i put them in my mouth without realizing it.

this little bugger creeps me out

http://community.livejournal.com/badmakeup/487555.html?

that community is funny.

i should be sleeping i have to be up 6ish hours.

i just got home from picking dustin up from the sunoco by the jail (franklin county correctional facility). hes the cousin whos father, uncle steve, shot himself in the head last january. his gf who posted bail for him is MIA and he was worried maybe she got arrested too and thats why she didnt come to get him. idk he was mumbling a lot and i was tired so i didnt really comprehend all what he was saying. he tried to bum a smoke but since i dont he requested i buy him a pack and hed pay me back. likely story. i dont think i heard a thank you for picking him up or buying him cigarettes. like hey asshole its the middle of the night and this isnt something i normally do for ppl especially not for a relative i hardly know.

apparently he got pulled over and had heroin on him. he mentioned my other cousin chris has been in the same situation in the past. sigh. my moms side of the family is kinda white trash.